Coming off antidepressants: tips to reduce withdrawal symptoms
Coming off antidepressants is no easy decision. You can’t just wake up one day and decide to ditch the drugs. Unfortunately, the nature of antidepressant medication means that quitting cold turkey will give you nasty withdrawal symptoms, known as SSRI Discontinuation Syndrome. If you’ve ever gone a few days without your regular antidepressant then you know what I’m talking about. That shit SUCKS.
And if you’re not fearing the SSRI withdrawal, you’re fearing relapse. If you’ve been on medication for a long time it’s difficult to imagine what life would be like without it. Sure, you’re happy now. But are you REALLY happy? Or is that the chemicals affecting your reuptake of serotonin? These are the questions that run through our minds when we’re trying to decide whether or not to pack in the pills. It’s no wonder so many people give in and rely on this medication for the rest of their lives.
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Symptoms of SSRI withdrawal
So what are the symptoms of SSRI Discontinuation Syndrome? Well, we’re talking…
- Muscle pain
- Brain zaps
- Visual disturbances
- Vivid dreams
- Suicidal thoughts
- Impaired concentration
- and in some cases psychosis and catatonia
Basically, the no1 advice anyone can give you is DO NOT STOP COLD TURKEY. You may think that you’re invincible and the symptoms won’t affect you, but think again. The one thing I can guarantee is that withdrawal is inevitable if you stop antidepressants cold turkey.
So what’s the solution? It’s pretty self-explanatory really, but you must taper off antidepressants in order to avoid withdrawal symptoms. This means you must come off slowly. Gradually decrease your dose over a period of time (I recommend at least 4 weeks) and don’t make dose changes too quickly. If you do, you’ll regret it!
My personal experience coming off antidepressants
Why did I decide to come off antidepressants?
I’d been on SSRIs for 7 years before deciding I was ready to come off them. For reference, I initially started on fluoxetine but had been on sertraline 50mg for the past two years. I had worked through my difficulties using EMDR therapy for my complex PTSD and I felt in a much happier and more stable place than I had before this trauma work. I also had a solid spiritual practice incorporating meditation and yoga, which I think was a huge part of my mental health recovery. I was happy.
I was also moving towards a more natural and healthy lifestyle where I was conscious of what I was putting in my body. I’d already stopped taking other forms of medication such as birth control, and so I figured this was the next step.
When I first started taking medication I was in an awful place, and the thought of going back to this place was terrifying. But at the same time, I was actually curious to see if my current happiness was me and all the hard work I’d put into my recovery, or if it was just the chemical affects of this pill I was taking. I didn’t like the feeling of reliance on medication for my mental well-being.
How did I come off antidepressants?
I’d read about coming off antidepressants before so I knew the importance of tapering off, and I was pretty confident I could do this on my own.
I had originally planned to see my GP to discuss a plan coming off and I had an appointment booked for a few weeks time. But as with everything else in my life, I am very impatient. I had decided I wanted to come off, so that’s what I was going to do.
I didn’t exactly have a set schedule. I was just going to play around with doses a bit and listen to my body. It took me around 7 weeks to completely transition off this way, including a few blips where I had to slow down and take a step back. The process looked a bit like this…
- Week 1: Alternating between 50mg and 25mg daily
- Week 2: 25mg daily
- Week 3: 25mg every other day for a few days, then back to 25mg daily
- Week 4: Alternating between 25mg and 12.5mg daily
- Week 5: 12.5mg daily
- Week 6: 12.5mg every other day
- Week 7: 12.5mg every few days
What happened when I came off antidepressants?
My experience coming off antidepressants was something I can describe in no other way than a rollercoaster.
At first, it felt like a piece of cake. I was wondering what all the fuss was about?!
But then the symptoms started to creep in… after about two weeks I was experiencing extreme I-want-to-punch-everybody-in-the-face agitation. I had serious brain fog, was crying at everything and experiencing urges to self harm.
Nonetheless I persevered, I figured that this would be the worst of it, right? Sure, I was feeling pretty crappy. But I could cope with this, and my theory was if I continued tapering down as quickly as possible then I’d shorten the length of time I had to feel this crappy for (spoiler alert: do not do what I did next).
I’d only just reduced my previous dose and I decided that it was a good idea to reduce it again. In hindsight, not my brightest of ideas. While I thought I was doing the right thing and “listening to my body”, I hadn’t actually given my body enough time to adjust to the new level of medication in my system. To add fuel to the fire, this next reduction was extreme. I was upping the anti because I thought I could cope with it. I couldn’t.
The week after this was hell.
The extremely painful and treatment resistant headaches set in, as well as brain zaps and diarrhea. I felt horribly low in mood and unfortunately had a self-harm relapse for the first time in over two years. I had to call in sick to work for a couple of days to try and get my shit together. On my return I experienced an anxiety attack and had a bit of a mental breakdown to my boss, which resulted in me being sent home and taking a week off as annual leave. Not fun.
Conveniently enough, the doctors appointment that I had scheduled a few weeks prior fell during this week so I took a trip to my GP at my lowest point. My doctor was super reassuring and he helped me to develop a plan for the next few weeks to minimise my symptoms and come off my medication safely.
I now know that a visit to my GP would have been helpful in the beginning. But hindsight is a wonderful thing, right?
Tips for coming off antidepressants and managing withdrawal symptoms
The brilliant thing about my experience is that it’s helped me to develop a little bit of wisdom, which allows me to recommend what to do in order to come off antidepressants with minimal negative effects.
So here are my top tips for coming off antidepressants and managing withdrawal symptoms:
1. Be certain of your decision
Evaluate your decision to come off SSRIs. Why do you want to come off? Are you stable enough to come off? Do you have a good support system in place to come off? Have you put in the work to come off? Ultimately, if nothing has changed in your life since going on antidepressants, it probably isn’t a good time to come off. Remember that medication simply masks your symptoms and doesn’t treat the underlying cause of your mental illness.
2. Visit your GP
If you’re cocky like me you’ll probably want to skip this step because you think you know best. But you’ll be surprised how reassuring a trip to your GP can actually be. Or at the very least, make sure you do your research!
3. Establish your support system
Who will you reach out to if things get difficult? Book some time off work if you have to. Stay with a friend. If you know you’re usually vulnerable when you’re alone, don’t put yourself in that position.
4. Taper off
Whatever you do, don’t quit cold turkey for god’s sake. It’s not going to be pleasant and I promise you will regret it.
5. Go slow
Give your body time to adjust between stages. There’s really no point in tapering if you’re not going to wean yourself off slowly. There’s no rush.
6. Listen to your body
And I mean really listen. If you feel discomfort, stop there for a while. Don’t think “oh, I can handle it!” because chances are you can’t.
7. Don’t be afraid to increase your dose
I know that this can be disheartening because you feel like you’re taking a step back. But sometimes this is necessary if your body is freaking out at a lower dose.
8. Eat healthily
Make sure to eat lots of fruits and vegetables to stay in good health and drink lots of water to hydrate your body!
9. Take supplements
Supplement with things that improve your sense of wellbeing such as magnesium and CBD oil. Take a multivitamin to make sure your immune system is on top form as well as a high quality probiotic.
10. Cut out caffeine
It’s tempting to sip on coffee when you’re feeling tired and deflated. But caffeine is going to heighten all of the uncomfortable SSRI withdrawal symptoms. Opt for decaf or herbal teas instead!
11. It’s not you, it’s the medication
Getting an increase in previous symptoms can be super scary and seem like your mental illness is coming back. There’s a good chance that this is not the case and that you are just experiencing withdrawal. Reminding yourself of this can give you some relief over what you’re feeling.
12. Forgive yourself
Forgive yourself if you relapse or aren’t on top form. Having a self-harm relapse was really difficult for me because I had gone such a long period without this behaviour. Forgiving myself for this was extremely important because I felt a lot of shame in relation to this.
I’m not telling you about my experience to scare you, but to make sure you don’t make the same mistakes as I did. Because while coming off antidepressants certainly isn’t easy – it doesn’t have to be the hardest thing in the world either!
And look, I survived it! If I can get through it you certainly can too!
Are you thinking of coming off antidepressants or do you have a story to share? Let me know in the comments below!
4 thoughts on “Coming off antidepressants: tips to reduce withdrawal symptoms”
I have been in dosulepin for 20 yrs had the odd break. I tried coming off them but surgical menopause exacerbated my depression. Still in them (Trycylic) type.
You know what is right for your mind and body. There is no rush to come off them if you don’t feel ready, and if the medication helps you to function then there is no shame in taking it! Wishing you all the best x
Hey Esther, I just want to thank you for your post. I found it on PINTEREST and it has really helped me just when I needed it most. I have been on a low dose antidepressant for 20 years….I have put in the work….After much prayer, it was time. It’s not been easy. Your post came at just the right time! Thank you!
Oh I am so so happy that you found my post helpful! I wish you all the best with tapering off and I hope it goes as smoothly as possible for you! Sending love and light xx
Using cannabis to wean off Lexapro
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Featured image is me from June 11, 2016 (my first full day without psych medication, particularly Lexapro) and today (I weigh ten lbs less, while also jettisoning 5% of my body fat).
From 2000 until mid 2016, I was prescribed 16 different medications designed to treat the following diagnosed disorders in my head: clinical depression, bipolar disorder, ADHD, and clinical depression with anxiety. I saw a series of different doctors, rarely did I have the same doctor prescribe me more than two meds until I moved on.
In mid 2009, I tried to stop taking both Adderall and Lexapro cold turkey, but the withdrawal symptoms from Lexapro (Adderall withdrawals feel similar to smoking, a seven-year habit of mine I’d ended 18 months prior, so I knew what I was in for) became too severe.
In 2013, I started to have rage blackouts. I studied how and why they were happening, and started to use cannabis intentionally to ward off some of that anger. It worked, most of the time, but I’d miss dosages because I’d hate myself too much or not have enough money to get the correct kind and amount.
In late 2015, I started to have what I understand as repressed memories and emotional flashbacks. I’d be in negative situations full of verbal and physical violence, and I’d get just as mad as I was then, but in an adult’s body sans my higher reasoning skills.
I often blacked out at times during these disassociative (usually depersonalization, where I’d yell and scream, but sometimes derealization, where I’d have to hurt myself in some way to make sure my world wasn’t evaporating) episodes, adding to my fear and confusion in the moment. In early 2016, after multiple devastating arguments with my family and wife, I started to question if my psych medication was working for me.
In April of that year, I was given 99 grams of organically grown cannabis from living soil to sample as a judge of sorts for Willamette Week’s first Cultivation Classic. I sampled 3-5 strains a day, and then made infused coconut oil with the vaped leftovers.
In May, I started to have visual memories that associated with my previous highly emotional reactions. Near daily, I’d have some sort of negative feeling in the present, and then was able to connect that memory with at least two other negative experiences, usually from back when I was 4-6 years old and again in my later teen years and early 20s.
I lost 12 pounds that month, after losing three per in the previous two months, while reducing my exercise load and increasing my food intake.
In June, I knew it was time to get off Lexapro for good, as I felt the chemicals were limiting my emotional range, which prevented me from feeling and remembering all that my brain was trying to tell me. I also knew that it would take time for my brain to heal, as it had been depending on outside sources of chemicals for nearly half my life.
With a 60-mile round trip bike ride partially alongside a state highway on my schedule, I waited until that had been completed, and woke up June 10, 2016, without Lexapro in my system and no backup prescription.
The brain fog was immediate. The brain zaps took a day to start, then were constant. My emotional range expanded to the point of not being able to handle even off-screen TV violence, and I started to love shows like The Muppets that I’d watched as a kid.
A couple of days into my recovery, I met the Hermetic Botanicals team, who supplied me Mind Joules Nootropic and Calming Frequency with Hemp Infused Gummies. These helped me establish a sleep/wake pattern, as I typically couldn’t sleep more than 2-3 hours at a time without help.
In addition to that as a complement on tougher days and nights, I used infused coconut oil made from 84 grams worth of already vaped bud from my vaporizer. This mix, consisting of a half gram of the 99 competition strains and sample cannabis straight from near-legendary grower John Bodhi, was 10% CBD and 70% indica strains. I took the oil three times a day, with a dosage ratio of about 1.5:1:3 starting at 5mg (this eventually went up to 30:30:90).
For midday runs or when I could feel myself getting agitated, I used a 7:1 Earth mix from Luminous Botanicals. Its instant, when taken sublingually, relief helped me overcome two specific situations in which my body had frozen in fear during a morning flashback…like the Tin Man getting oiled.
In addition, I smoked/vaped/dabbed as much THCv as I could find, usually in the form of Durban Poison, Girl Scout Cookie, and Cherry Pie flower. The high THCv helped me stay in the present when my body reacted with spasms connected to emotional flashbacks, and allowed me to sort of lucid dream visual flashbacks as they happened.
Like surfing, this was a skill that felt like both art and science, as I never had pure THCv to work with so I could get a better handle on dosing. But oh man, did nights with THCv feel a lot better than all the other ones.
I couldn’t afford to replace all the hemp and CBD products I’d been using (it’s far easier/cheaper to obtain THC-laden cannabis than high CBD options, typically) and my recovery slowed down from the first few months.
Nearly five months later, in early November, I felt my brain start to turn back on again. I became aware of an emotional range and sensitivity I hadn’t known about previously, and started to feel like I was living in the “real” world.
After that, my recovery slowed until I started yoga in March 2017, tried ayahuasca in May, and then reconfigured my CBD:THC ratio this month to help better support my healing brain.
I have a lot more work to go, but goddamn, has it been one helluva positive experience over time.
To follow along, check out the Burning Bush podcast, which documents my recovery from May 2016 on, check out some reviews at DOPE Magazine, and see some of my earlier cannabis work with Willamette Week.
12 Comments on “Using cannabis to wean off Lexapro”
I could learn so much from you. I take both CBD and THC in its various forms, have been on an obscene amount of psychiatric meds, and my experiences have some similarities with yours although depersonalization/derealization, rage blackouts, and the other things you said like the muppets, have not been in my arsenal of symptoms. I have bipolar type 2, ADHD, PTSD, and pre/menstrual dysphoric disorder (don’t date me). Many men have fallen for the trickery of my brain that is beyond my control, due to my seemingly infinite desirability. Anyway, I was also going to mention that John Bodhi is a friend of mine. Not from his job but from a social circle that I’m not to in touch with before. I’ve trimmed for him too, we’ve partied, went to Mexico with him and friends, and my most memorable experience with him was on a night where we were at a show where our musician friends were playing. I used to be a stoner in my early twenties but Cannabis, or I should say my mind, suddenly turned on me at one point and has ever since had a paradoxical effect on me. I’ve tried and retried over the years, worked on building up a tolerance, so on and so forth. So this night was one of those “retry” nights. If I’ve had a few drinks, and I don’t drink anymore but this was quite a few years ago, thc doesn’t give me anxiety, it makes me feel friggen awesome. So I had had a couple drinks, John had a tincture that he’d been working on, and I thought, I’ll try this. I’ve never ingested via tincture SPRAY, so maybe I’ll do fine. And I felt great ?. A few hours went by and I continued to feel fine so I had John spritz another dose in my mouth. I made sure to not take more than one spray every two hours because, well, two hours is the longest activation time I had ever heard of. So I felt normal, not even really buzzed from any alcohol, actually quite sober, so I drove home and went to bed (you know where this is going)…I woke up maybe eight hours later stoned absolutely out of my mind. Couldn’t really move, couldn’t really speak, it was terrible. I was the supervisor in my department of the DAC (I assume you’re familiar with either/both Eugene and Portland (Willamette), and I had a staff of thirty people that depended on me daily. Not only could I not go to work for four days, but I couldn’t even answer phone calls from employees who needed me for four/five days. I got super depressed after that and it took a couple of weeks to recover. I don’t blame John, my philosophy is that every individual is solely responsibility for what they decide to take. So anyway, the legendary part of him, I really relate to that. It’s somethinv I’ll never forget. But I know what you’re saying, he is incredibly good at what he does, and he makes shit happen as fast as he talks. So I just thought Id share my funny (now I think it’s hilarious) story with you . My greatest challenge in front of me right now is that I was a silly stupid person who for four days couldn’t remember to get my Paxil refilled…I’m on six meds and my memory is shot from the benzo I’ve been taking as prescribed for maybe seven years now, and I’ve recently started the Ashton method of withdrawal for this medical disaster where people’s bodies become there own internal torture chamber…but because im transitioning to Valium, a benzo that lets me avoid liquid titration and ridiculous things like science and math, I haven’t actually stepped down in dosage yet so I’m cool in only phase two. The whole entire point of everything I’ve written here equal in volume to War and Peace, is that I don’t know what the wth to do about fukn Paxil right now. The reason is that Ive felt better every day that I I very irresponsibly and inadvisably quit cold turkey I think one week ago now. I buy local organic products where I live. I’m taking an 8:1 cbd tincture that’s an indica dominate hybrid and a FECO, PHK is the strain, only about 5-7mg and with very little cbd, every night. I was doing searches on anything I could find about people with an SSRI cold turkey experience that was a success story as a result of supplementing cannabis. The temptation to keep going (cannabis turns off my tremors, brain zaps, and other withdrawal symptoms and I seem totally ok. I’m in for it, aren’t I. I’m frightened that I’ll be paying for it in three weeks or something but so encouraged and full of hope that I’ve gone this long withdrawal symptom free.
This definitely gives me hope! I weaned off of lexapro (told by a psychiatrist to do so) and 5 days ago stop taking it and the withdrawals are painful and I hate the zaps! All of this makes me want to take the pill again but reading this gives me hope it will get better! Also makes me feel less guilty for using thc to help! Thank you so much for sharing your story!
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